surrender.

i'm standing in the middle of a whirlwind.
and it's a scary.
and uncertain.
but my footing is firm.

my hands are lifted in the air.
and they are open.
holding nothing.

my eyes are closed.
in simple trust.

i am not big enough.
for this.
i do not know why He asked me.
but i'm honored.
the whirlwind doesn't make sense.
and didn't come at a convenient time.

but it's beautiful.
and i want to stay.