whatever it takes.

what does it take.
to be broken.
the place where "i" don't exist.
and You do.

what does it look like.
to be wholly Yours.
what must i give up.
how must i hurt.

i'm willing.
whatever it takes.

if you have to break my heart.
if you must take what i love.

i want to need You.

i'm learning that to seek after You.
doesn't narrow my life.
but brings it rather.
to the level of
highest
possible
fulfillment.

but i want to do more than find You.
i want to need You.

i want to get to the place.
where i can't go on without You.

because it is in that place.
that i realize who You are.

and it is then.
that i truly love You.

"as the deer panteth for the water, so my soul longeth after Thee. You alone, are my heart's desire, and i long to worship Thee."