ready.

i don't know the full extent
of what He's doing.
but i'm ready for it.

i need Him so much right now.
need Him.
want Him.
trust Him.
love Him.

i can't wait for Him
to change my world.
to do big things.

i've given myself completely to Him.
and i don't want myself back.

i want to lose all for His sake.
to have nothing to depend on but His name.

i want nothing but Him.
forever.

i want Him to do things too big for me.
so everyone knows it's Him.

i'm ready.
i'm willing.
i'm anxious.
i'm patient.
i'm hurting.
i'm hoping.
i'm trusting.
i'm terrified.
i'm His.


"but whatever gain i had, i count as loss for the sake of Christ. indeed, i count everything as loss compared to the surpassing worth of knowing Christ Jesus my Lord. for His sake i have suffered the loss of all things and count them as rubbish, in order that i may gain Christ and be found in Him."